I’ve been feeling frustrated lately and I know it’s my own damn fault. I keep falling into my own trap of wasting time when I could be using it for creative endeavors. Granted, I don’t always have the free time in between my Day Job responsibilities to sneak in some daily words, but it’s mid-February and I already see that I’m falling back into timewasting habits.
Mind you, I haven’t completely turned into a lazy-ass who dreams of being a writer but never quite gets there, never putting word to paper or screen. I’m delivering some decent word count on the Walk in Silence project as of late. I’ve also been having a lot of fun with my art, playing around with a comic version of A Division of Souls for my weekly art exercise (this isn’t top priority at this point, as my art still needs a hell of a lot of work). And I’ve been doing a lot of guitar playing.
Boiling it down: I have a lot of Best Laid Plans coming up against an easily-distracted mind. There’s a reason I have multiple calendars and a whiteboard schedule…if I didn’t, my output would be much lower. But it’s also a matter of finding the willingness to make good on those plans: I can’t just be “in the mood” or “inspired by the music I’m listening to” or whatever else puts me in the correct mindset. I have to make myself want to achieve these goals, or else they’ll just remain Best Laid Plans.
We’re all our own worst enemy at times. How do you combat it? What do you do to clear those hurdles?