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Dave Kendall RIP

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Dave Kendall deserves all the props in the world for coming up with one of the most inspirational and influential shows in MTV’s history: 120 Minutes.

He’d been a writer for music magazines and the UK press as well as for the music channel, and had suggested creating a two-hour show that showcased the great independent music out there that deserved a closer look. He wanted something outside of the mainstream, something akin to the burgeoning era of 80s college radio which at the time was focusing on punk, post-punk, new wave, industrial, EBM, and pretty much anything that didn’t quite conform to the charts or corporate radio. Never mind that the show was on at midnight on Sunday evening, and never mind that, like the early days of the channel, they winged it as they went along; soon after its debut on March 10, 1986, it caught on with high school and college kids and music nerds like me, and we programmed our VHS recorders to catch the latest episodes. It was so beloved that it now has its own archival website, detailing several years worth of episode playlists.

Interestingly, he was not its original host, though he did show up in every episode in the first few years, hosting the music review and top ten college radio countdown segments, often obscured by discolored lo-fi video feedback. He’d finally come out of the shadows and take over from the oddball Kevin Seal in 1989, staying there until 1992.

His delivery was quintessentially Gen-X Punk despite his slightly older age, snarky as fuck when a band’s music threatened to fall into its own navel, chatty and knowledgeable during his interviews, extremely obsessive and encyclopedic whenever a band with a long history dropped something new (his later successor Matt Pinfield certainly learned from him in this respect), wasn’t above taking the piss (such as the above, decorating a studio Christmas tree with a bemused and possibly pasted Trent Reznor on the 24 December 1989 episode, which also featured the string quartet The Ordinaires playing holiday music and a highly confused Ramones stopping by as well). He even got a laugh out of The Whitman Samplers in 1990 when they sampled him over a Funky Drummer beat.

Dave and 120 Minutes helped lift alternative rock out of semi-obscurity and into the mainstream. So many writers say that the scene started in 1991 with Nirvana and PNW grunge, but it really started much earlier in the late 80s with college radio and this show. This wasn’t just a scene, it was a slowly-building and expanding movement, one where you didn’t necessarily have to dress up or go to a club if you didn’t want to (or couldn’t). You could sit in your dimly lit bedroom and just take this all in while you pasted pictures of The Smiths and Siouxsie and Sinéad O’Connor and Depeche Mode on your walls, wrote your song lyrics and learned how to play a guitar not in the style of squealy hair metal. Prefaced by an hour’s worth of British humor with The Young Ones, The Comic Strip and Monty Python during its late 80s heyday, those three hours together were like an open secret for those who didn’t or chose not to fit in with the mainstream. You didn’t just look forward to the episode, you watched it and rewatched it constantly, because this stuff was not played anywhere else on TV or on the radio in your town. It reminded you that there was more out there, so much more out there than just what you were being fed, and it fueled you to keep going.

It was a show that brought me together with a circle of friends in late 1986, who ended up being lifelong acquaintances because we all loved that sound so much. I admit I obsessed over it far more than everyone else in that group, but in the process I became the go-to when you wanted to dub a copy of an album or grab a few songs you didn’t own for your latest mixtape. And yes, for a while I even had those 120 Minutes episodes tucked away on video. I might not have those videos anymore, but my music library continues to expand to this day partly because of the show’s influence on me. I now get my music fix via KEXP FM, which has carried the torch and continued playing all the best at the left of the dial. But it all started there, on those late Sunday evenings.

As Kevin Seal would often say after each music review segment: Thanks, Dave!

Twenty Years On: January-February 2006

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Hey there, it’s been a while! I’ve been busy with IRL stuff and day job things, but over the last few weeks I’ve been thinking that it’s time for me to revive the Twenty Years On series, as it’s now entered the San Francisco Years. Yes, this means that we’ve been here in this city for just over twenty years now!

I will say that it’s going to be a bit disjointed for a few reasons…after a whirlwind 2005 of several (very positive) personal events, we settled into our new apartment overlooking a busy intersection at the tip of the North Beach neighborhood, just a few blocks away from the tourist trap that is Pier 39. While A spent several days (and months) getting things in order at the office she’d transferred to, I chose to restart with a completely blank slate jobwise. I’d get a temporary position at Bank of America (soon to become permanent), and start getting used to living on the west coast. My writing nook was now a large bay window overlooking said intersection and named Arkham West, and I was writing Love Like Blood at the time but secretly wishing I could return to the trilogy.

Oddly, it took me a while to reconnect with music. I’d somehow drifted away from what I’d been listening to at the time, partly because I no longer had my own private writing nook that wouldn’t bother anyone else, partly because I couldn’t locate any college radio stations that appealed to me…but mostly because alternative rock seemed to be evolving in directions that couldn’t quite retain my interest. The brilliance of 2002-2003 seemed to have retreated and replaced by Pitchfork-rated hipster-influenced indie. To me it kind of felt like the scene was kind of losing its vision a bit. Not that it was all bad, of course, just that it was harder for me to find something I liked.

There was also the fact that I’d gotten rid of an extremely large portion of my music collection before we’d moved. The vinyl and cassettes stayed with my family (I allowed them to do what they wished with it, including selling it off and keeping the money), and after spending the entire summer of 2005 ripping my cds, I found myself unsure of what I still wanted to listen to. I’d purposely disconnected myself from my solace, so to speak, and ended up adrift. Even despite living just blocks away from a Tower Records (which would soon shut down within the year), I’d realized that I really couldn’t spend all my pocket money on CDs as I used to. And we really didn’t have the room for my huge collection.

It would be a few more years before I’d reconnect and find sounds that resonated with me, but those musical times in the Belfry Years were definitely over.

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Morningwood, Morningwood, released 10 January 2006. I’d actually heard this band in mid-2005 during the months I lived in New Jersey. There was an intriguing cable channel called International Music Feed whose playlist was steeped in everything not originating in the US that me, A and our roommates constantly listened to. We loved their two singles from this record, “Nth Degree” and “Jetsetter”, both giddy and goofy pop gems. They only lasted a few years (as did the channel) though singer Chantal Claret followed up with a pretty decent solo career in the ’10s.

She Wants Revenge, She Wants Revenge, released 31 January 2006. I remember hearing “Tear You Apart” a lot on Live 105, the local alternative rock station that was pretty much the closest analogue to the Boston area’s WFNX that became our usual station to listen to in the car. I was of two minds about this album — on the one hand, I liked their Joy Division/Interpol sound, but on the other hand it felt a little too derivative. They’d drop an album a few years later (2011’s Valleyheart), however, that I felt was absolutely brilliant.

Sparks, Hello Young Lovers, released 6 February 2006. I’d been a passive fan of Sparks but never quite got around to buying any of their albums, at least not until I finally took the plunge a few years later and downloaded their discography. They’re still a bit confusing to me but I wouldn’t have it any other way.

Belle and Sebastian, The Life Pursuit, released 6 February 2006. Their album The Boy with the Arab Strap was a huge Belfry/HMV Years favorite of mine, and I’d put them on my ‘will buy anything they release’ list. That kind of fell apart around this time, however, mostly due to wanting save money, but at the same time I was having trouble trying to get used to their evolving sound. Their sound was no longer the bedsit twee pop I loved. I’d eventually come around, though.

KT Tunstall, Eye to the Telescope, released 7 February 2006. You couldn’t escape “Black Horse and the Cherry Tree” that year, as it showed up all over the place: music video channels, AOR stations, alt.rock stations, and everywhere in between. It’s a fun album worth checking out.

Elbow, Leaders of the Free World (US Edition), released 21 February 2006. I continued (and still continue) to be a huge Elbow fan ever since picking up Asleep in the Back early in 2002, and while this album is a bit odd compared to the dreamlike Asleep or the pastoral Cast of Thousands from 2003, it remains a wonderful record. “Forget Myself” got a good amount of play on Live 105 at the time.

Arctic Monkeys, Whatever People Say I Am, That’s What I’m Not, released 21 February 2006. It’s funny — for a good couple of years I constantly mixed this band up with LCD Soundsystem, who appeared right around the same time. I think part of it was because they both embraced that indie-punk-meets-dance style that had become a big thing at the time, a style I wasn’t entirely all that interested in. I kinda-sorta liked them? But not enough to go out of my way and pick up their work? At least not until their major breakthrough, 2013’s AM.

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Coming up: getting used to the new sounds and finding stuff online

Headphones

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I’ve been thinking about digging out my mp3 players and filling them up again as something to listen to on my breaks at work. The break room is quite large compared to the one at the other shop, so there’s less of a chance of multiple loud conversations and TikTok videos going at the same time and irritating my audio processing disorder. I can handle the levels in that room, and there’s always other places within the building I can go (or even to my car) if I need a bit of quiet.

I’ll totally cop to wanting to revisit those old high school days where I could distance myself from everything and focus only on whatever I’m listening to. I keep coming back to that as a possible way to unplug from all the excess noise and online presence I currently find myself in. [If it worked in the past, why not try it again?] These days the only time I see earbuds is when a customer’s having a day job conversation on their phone while checking out, otherwise most people’s media intake is on speaker. While I’m not complaining about that per se, it can sometimes be overwhelming to my APD (especially if they’re the type that likes to have the reel repeat itself multiple times) because I have to work twice as hard to focus on what noises and voices I need to focus on at that moment.

I guess what I’m trying to say is that it’s more than wanting to revisit those 80s memories once more like I’d mentioned previously. That’s a big part of why I want to revisit this listening habit. But I’ve always had APD to some extent though I only learned what it was in the last decade or so, so a lot of the listening issues I had during my school years suddenly make more sense. And my wanting to hide away with headphones, turns out, wasn’t just a matter of wanting to escape life for a while, either; it was also a way to shut out the sounds and voices that irritated me.

And to weave it all together: whenever I did cocoon myself with a set of headphones and music playing on my Walkman (or even listening to music on my radio in an otherwise quiet house), that’s when my mind was calm. And that’s when I was able to fully and successfully lose myself in the mood that music created, and thus use as influence and inspiration for my creative outlets. Calm audio input means calm audio process means calm focus.

And I sense that that is what my brain needs right now, once more. Some kind of aural realignment, something to bring a calm clarity and perhaps a refreshing inspiration.

Walk in Silence…

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It’s been quite a long time since I’ve listened to the music I grew up with. In fact I was kind of trying to avoid it on purpose. Not for any emotional reasons (not this time, at any rate), more that I wanted to distance myself from it for a bit.

You all know how obsessive I can get about listening to music, and sometimes I’ll get myself into a spiral of listening to certain albums (or years) on constant repeat. On the surface that’s not inherently bad. Sometimes you just want to listen to the music that resonated with you the most. Songs and albums that created a deep and lasting connection with your life and awakens memories both good and bad.

Thing is, I felt like I was doing this a little too often, to the detriment of any new music that came my way. I know I’m an outlier in this sort of thing: I’m just that kind of obsessive where I’m also constantly interested in new and fascinating things. [The new album by The Clockworks is amazing and they are so criminally underrated. I highly recommend all their work.] So I purposely distanced myself from the sounds of my past, at least for a little while. Just long enough where I felt I wouldn’t fall into another listening spiral.

It was the recent “forty years ago” meme that changed that, however. Several people on social media remembering music that dropped in 1986, and I of course thought oh man, this is a perfect Forty Years On series…maybe it’s time to return. Especially considering that was the year when I discovered college radio and my listening habits completely changed from classic rock and AT40 to alternative almost overnight.

So here I am now, thinking that maybe it’s time to allow myself a bit of reminiscence again. Thinking that maybe it’s finally time to work through that Walk in Silence book once and for all. I have the time and the spoons for it. And I’m starting to see even more books and articles about Gen-X 80s and 90s alternative rock these days, now that my generation is slowly trudging its way towards Elder status. And I realize that I still want to tell my side of that story: not about a scene or anything like that, but just a story about someone who’s listened to this stuff to the point of obsession and let it influence and inspire their life. A story about how alternative rock not only changed me for the better but connected me with a group of people that became lifelong friends.

Will it be any different from the outtakes and the 80s posts I put up here over the years? That’s a good question. I’ve told some of that story here of course, but I’ve left stuff out as well. Stuff that’s just a bit too personal, things I didn’t want to share online at the time, or things that were a bit too emotionally rough for me to revisit. And there are some things I’ve completely forgotten that come to light after a close listen to a certain song or album, well after the original posts. There’s also the fact that I’ve told and retold the story in different ways and never quite felt satisfied with it as a writer.

Let’s be honest here: I’ve also been thinking about returning to that era’s music here anyway. After all, this blog is named after the first line of Joy Division’s “Atmosphere”, and its original purpose was to talk about my obsessions with said era. I won’t be dismissing my interest in new music at all, and I’m sure that talking about it here on a regular schedule will continue; I’m just saying that it’s time for me to return to where I’m happiest: back when I used to call it “college rock”.

Forty Years On: Favorite Music from 1986 Part IV

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Coming up to the end of my freshman year in high school, I’d started making a few changes in my life. I’d seriously gotten tired of being part of a social circle where I knew I didn’t fit in and didn’t want to fit in. All of the neighborhood kids I’d hung with previously were older than me and had already moved on. I’d also gotten serious about my writing — or at least my undiagnosed ADHD got me hyperfocusing on writing the IWN when I really should have been doing my homework — and I now had a new soundtrack in which to link it to. I still had some mental and emotional hurdles to overcome, but I now had what I felt was an escape hatch.

The Jazz Butcher Conspiracy, Distressed Gentlefolk, released May 1986. This was a band and album that WMDK would mention every now and again, especially on those weekends where they’d get a bit more adventurous with their playlist. I started paying more attention to these bands they played and mentioned, even if I didn’t get around to checking them out right way. I have a vague memory of hearing them but I don’t remember which song it was, however. I’d revisit this album a few years later when I dubbed it from my freshman year roommate in college.

The Screaming Blue Messiahs, Gun-Shy, released May 1986. Now this album I remember buying at Strawberries at Searstown Mall in Leominster after seeing the “Wild Blue Yonder” video on USA Network’s Night Flight one mid-summer weekend. It was loud, it was punk, but it was catchy as hell and I loved it immediately. It’s still one of my favorite albums of that year. They would get an unexpected minor hit in early 1988 with the goofy but infectious “I Wanna Be a Flintstone”.

Cactus World News, Urban Beaches, released May 1986. This, surprisingly, showed up on WAAF of all places, as “Worlds Apart” got some small but significant airplay at the time. They were an Irish band with heavy indie rock and punk influences but alas disappeared not long after their album dropped.

The Cure, Standing On a Beach: The Singles, released 6 May 1986. I can state that this album was the official start of my turn towards buying alternative albums almost exclusively from here on out. I’d heard of the band before (who hadn’t?) though at the time no local stations would ever think of playing them, so when I’d heard they were dropping what was essentially a best-of album, I figured this was the perfect place to start. I bought it at Musicland at Hampshire Mall in Hadley — specifically the cassette, because it featured a dozen rare b-sides, and I was already obsessed with complete discographies. Much to my surprise, when “Let’s Go to Bed” came on I immediately remembered it from the early MTV days, when they’d play that song along side the early Duran Duran videos. This became a go-to album for the rest of my high school days, enough so that I actually wore my original copy out and bought a replacement sometime in 1988. It wasn’t just an album that got me through my emotional rollercoastering, several of its songs resonated deeply with me, and it also became a solid writing soundtrack for the IWN. [You can even kind of tell in the story, about halfway through, where the plot suddenly gets all dark and grim.]
Once I bought this one, it all started snowballing…I’d be searching not for pop singles or hit albums, but for those harder-to-find ‘college rock’ records. I’d look in discount bins, independent record shops and anywhere else that would carry these offbeat albums.

Soundtrack, Dangerously Close, released 9 May 1986. The Smithereens’ “Blood and Roses” and “Behind the Wall of Sleep” had gotten some minor airplay on MTV and on the various stations I listened to, but it was the former song’s appearance in this film that caught my attention, most likely later in the year when it got played on cable television. I was deep into the “I love everything punk and alternative” phase by that point. I appreciated that this was a film featuring the time-honored plot of an alternative crowd versus the popular cliques and rich kids but wasn’t a horny gag-filled comedy. Instead it was something much darker and had one hell of a great soundtrack. The film isn’t high art, but it resonated with me regardless and got me hooked on The Smithereens thereafter.

Peter Gabriel, So, released 19 May 1986. This album completely blew my mind when it came out. I didn’t just love “Sledgehammer”, I loved the brittle tension of “Red Rain” and the soft caress of “Don’t Give Up” (I was aware of Kate Bush at the time, natch) and the gorgeous heart-lifting “In Your Eyes” and the fun grooves of “Big Time”. It broke so wide he was everywhere: MTV, college radio, AOR radio, and I would eventually see him live on this tour in 1987. My cassette copy, alas, got stolen by a classmate some months later and I would end up buying the album used on vinyl.

Laurie Anderson, Home of the Brave, released 26 May 1986. Anderson is someone I knew of, like Patti Smith, who was arty and from New York and had a small but extremely loyal following. I even remember hearing “O Superman” at some point. I didn’t quite get her arty approach until probably this record, when “Language Is a Virus” got a significant amount of play and her concert film (of which this album is an abbreviated soundtrack) showed up occasionally on MTV, and her video installations would pop up on PBS now and again.

Ramones, Animal Boy, released 30 May 1986. This was a band that I knew for ages from their early hits getting play on WAAF and my cousin owning End of the Century. Every now and again one of their other singles would pop up on hard rock stations, and “Bonzo Goes to Bitburg” — a single that appeared almost a full year before its album — was a surprisingly melodic and highly political track that appealed to me.

Wham!, The Final [UK Version], released 31 May 1986. This best-of collection was the swan song of this ridiculously popular duo that I’m not ashamed to admit I quite enjoyed over the last few years. An extremely truncated and hastily-built version of this album (Music from the Edge of Heaven) would show up in the States in July and become a huge seller. I thought “The Edge of Heaven” was a perfect swan song for the guys. Who knew that one year later, George Michael would blow the roof off of his former band and kickstart a stellar solo career…?

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Coming up: In which I sink further into the darkness of college rock

Forty Years On: Favorite Music from 1986 Part I

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There’s been a meme going over on Threads lately about it being the 40th anniversary of several great albums released in 1986, and of course this means that I’d need to get in on that nonsense. That was an interesting year for fifteen-year-old me for a few reasons. One, I would soon be finishing my very first completed novel (aka the Infamous War Novel, a bit of juvenilia with heavy Red Dawn vibes) that would set off a future career that’s still with me to this day. Two, it was right about the time I’d started moving away from commercial pop and rock radio and more towards AOR and other genres. And of course, it was also the pivotal year when I discovered college radio. [And because I wouldn’t do the third until April vacation and thus not discover a lot of bands until much later in the year, several of these songs would grab my attention at that time.]

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The Church, Heyday, released January 1986. I’d heard of the band before, various music magazines having sung their praises for a few years by then, but “Tantalized” was probably the first track I’d heard, most likely on WMDK (the local AOR station I’d started obsessing over) and later when I started watching 120 Minutes on MTV.

The Call, Reconciled, released February 1986. I remember really liking “The Walls Came Down” from their 1983 album Modern Romans, which got some decent play on MTV and WAQY, but it was the song “I Still Believe (Great Design)” that blew my mind. Yes, I know, most of you remember this from The Lost Boys and the be-mulleted/abs-for-days Tim Cappello, but that version doesn’t even come close to the power and strength of the original. I’d pick up the album at Strawberries soon after and listened to it quite often.

Public Image Ltd, Album, released 3 February 1986. Yeah, I know he’s become a bit of a bigoted prick these days (this is what usually happens when your only superpower is being an insufferable contrarian), but back then it was great to hear such a call to arms in the Reagan/Thatcher days like the thunderous “Rise”.

Janet Jackson, Control, released 4 February 1986. Meanwhile, waaaaay on the other side of the spectrum, Michael’s little sister finally breaks the glass ceiling with the help of Jimmy Jam and Terry Lewis and becomes a powerhouse of constant hits that last for years. At the time I didn’t think too much about picking this album up, but all the big singles grew on me and I just couldn’t resist. The whole record is a banger from start to finish.

Stan Ridgway, The Big Heat, released 10 February 1986. The former Wall of Voodoo singer shows up unexpectedly with a leftfield favorite with “Drive, She Said” which got a lot of play on AOR stations like WMDK. This album was really hard to find for me for some reason, and I wouldn’t own it until years later when I found it in a discount bin during my college years.

Talk Talk, The Colour of Spring, released 20 February 1986. This remains on my list of all-time-favorite songs, simple though it may be. I remember kinda liking it but being blown away by the video when it was introduced by one Elvis Costello on MTV one day. It’s also a song I remember crossing over all over the place, not only on the music channel but on rock radio, AOR, and even on the pop stations.

Elvis Costello (as The Costello Show featuring the Attractions and Confederates), King of America, released 21 February 1986. I remember WMDK playing his loungy cover of “Don’t Let Me Be Misunderstood” quite a bit, even though the album itself didn’t do much of anything in the States at the time. It’s an odd one in his discography, done more for his own enjoyment than any attempt at popularity.

The Pogues, Poguetry in Motion EP, released 24 February 1986. Another track I heard a lot on WMDK was “A Rainy Night in Soho”. I’d heard of the band and most likely heard their more spirited tracks from Red Roses for Me a year or so previous, but I was pleasantly surprised by how lovely this track is. I’d pick up the EP on vinyl not long thereafter.

Soundtrack, Pretty in Pink, released 26 February 1986. If anything, this is probably my second favorite John Hughes film, just after The Breakfast Club. I know I’d seen it in the theater and enjoyed it, but it was maybe some time later when I watched it again on video (we’d finally jumped on the bandwagon, bought a VHS player and started renting movies as a weekend entertainment). My copy of the soundtrack was dubbed (Side B of a ninety minute cassette, with The Breakfast Club soundtrack on the other side), but I’d eventually own my own copy later on.

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Best of 2025

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This past year kind of felt like a transitional year for me in terms of listening to music. I managed to not obsess over discography completism as much as I had in previous years, for starters. I also dialed back the incessant need to listen to everything, which was also using up all kinds of brainspace and keeping me from actually retaining any of it.

I felt that this was a year of trying out different things instead, so that meant that not every band I liked previously stuck with me this time out. Several albums that got a ton of kudos from bloggers and music sites tended to pass me by. On the other hand, something obscure like Automatic’s Is It Now? or Coral Grief’s Air Between Us connected deeply with me. There were of course the mainstays like Doves and Grandbrothers, whose albums I listen to frequently during writing sessions, that kept me entertained.

None of it was bad, per se. It’s just that I’m in a place where I wanted to change up my tastes and listening habits, that’s all. Perhaps 2026 will be another transitional year in which I find new artists and albums to latch onto, or perhaps something will arrive that will completely blow my mind. Or maybe by chance, it’ll be a year full of stellar releases. We shall see when the time comes!

So without further ado, here’s my list of what I listened to the most, and what stayed with me over the last several months. As always, my favorite album and song of the year are in bold. I’d have created a Spotify playlist for my own best-of-year that sits in my library, but alas said website is on the outs with several friends and music listeners for not properly paying musicians, among other things. Ah well.

Albums
Andy Bell, pinball wanderer
Automatic, Is It Now?
Coral Grief, Air Between Us
Crushed, no scope
Doves, Constellations for the Lonely
GoGo Penguin, Necessary Fictions
Grandbrothers, Elsewhere
Miki Berenyi Trio, Tripla
Motion City Soundtrack, The Same Old Wasted Wonderful World
Packaging, Packaging
Peter Murphy, Silver Shade
Suzzallo, The Quiet Year
The Beatles, Anthology 4
The Hives, The Hives Forever Forever the Hives
The Verve Pipe, Reconciled

Songs
Automatic, “Is It Now?”
The Beatles, “I Am the Walrus [Take 19 – Strings, Bass, Clarinet Overdub]”
Blushing, “So Many”
Bob Moses, “Better Broken”
Bob Mould, “Here We Go Crazy”
Coral Grief, “Starboard”
Doves, “Renegade”
J Mascis, “Breathe”
Packaging, “Running Through the Airport”
Peter Murphy, “Swoon”
Pulp, “Spike Island”
Sparks, “Do Things My Own Way”
SPELLING, “Portrait of My Heart”
The Neighbourhood, “Hula Girl”
The Verve Pipe, “Tattoo”

The Singles 2025 Playlist:

1. Blushing, “So Many”
2. SPELLING, “Portrait of My Heart”
3. The Hives, “Legalize Living”
4. Steve Queralt, “Lonely Town”
5. Doves, “Renegade”
6. Motion City Soundtrack, “She Is Afraid”
7. HighSchool, “Sony Ericsson”
8. Ashes and Diamonds, “On a Rocka”
9. Peroccupations, “Ill at Ease”
10. Automatic, “Is It Now?”
11. Hannah Jadagu, “Doing Now”
12. Lucy Dacus, “Ankles”
13. Flock of Dimes, “Keep Me In the Dark”
14. The Chameleons UK, “Feels Like the End of the World”
15. Snapped Ankles, “Smart World”
16. SPRINTS, “Descartes”
17. Throwing Muses, “Drugstore Drastic”
18. The Charlatans UK, “We Are Love”
19. Hatchie, “Lose It Again”
20. Heartworms, “Extraordinary Wings”
21. Suzzallo, “River”
22. Bob Moses, “Better Broken”
23. JR Richards, “Alive”
24. Peter Murphy, “Swoon”
25. The Beatles, “Free As a Bird [2025 Mix]”
26. Bob Mould, “Here We Go Crazy”
27. Air, “Cemetary Party”
28. Doves, “Cold Dreaming”
29. Nine Inch Nails, “As Alive As You Need Me to Be”
30. J Mascis, “Breathe”
31. Tortoise, “A Title Comes”
32. Pulp, “Spike Island”
33. Florence + the Machine, “Everybody Scream”
34. Packaging, “Running Through the Airport”
35. Sea Lemon, “Stay”
36. The Neighbourhood, “Hula Girl”
37. Cut Copy, “Belong to You”
38. GoGo Penguin, “Fallowfield Loops”
39. Unbelievable Truth, “You’ve Got It”
40. Brandi Carlile, “Returning to Myself”
41. Mark Pritchard & Thom Yorke, “Back in the Game”
42. Just Mustard, “We Were Just Here”
43. Dead Pioneers, “My Spirit Animal Ate Your Spirit Animal”
44. Steven Wilson, “Perspective”
45. Dropkick Murphys, “Who’ll Stand with Us?”
46. Mogwai, “God Gets You Back”
47. Andy Bell, “I’m in love…”
48. Paul Meany, “Scenic Route”
49. Garbage, “Chinese Fire Horse”
50. above me, “out of body out of mind”
51. David Byrne & Ghost Train Orchestra, “Everybody Laughs”
52. The The, “Unrequited”
53. The Verve Pipe, “Tattoo”
54. Celeste, “Woman of Faces”
55. The London Suede, “Disintegrate”
56. White Lies, “Nothing On Me”
57. Coral Grief, “Starboard”
58. PLOSIVS, “Death Kicks In”
59. The Reds, Pinks & Purples, “The World Doesn’t Need Another Band”
60. Crushed, “starburn”
61. The Hives, “OCDOD”
62. Grandbrothers, “We Collide”
63. The Beatles, “I Am the Walrus [Take 19 – Strings, Bass, Clarinet Overdub]”
64. HAIM, “Down to Be Wrong”
65. Motion City Soundtrack, “Your Days Are Numbered”
66. OK Go, “Love”
67. Too Much Joy, “Song for a Girl Who Has One”
68. Anna von Hausswolff, “The Iconoclast”
69. Nation of Language, “Inept Apollo”
70. Miki Berenyi Trio, “8th Deadly Sin”
71. Automatic, “Mercury”
72. Depeche Mode, “In the End”
73. Massage, “Daffy Duck”
74. Inhaler, “Open Wide”
75. Franz Ferdinand, “Audacious”
76. Bob Moses, “Waiting on the World”
77. Sparks, “Do Things My Own Way”

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See you next year!

A year without mixtapes

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Alas, I did not have the time, nor the inclination, to make any mixtapes this year. I’m pretty sure I’ll still do my year-end playlist/mix, but other than that, I just never got around to it. But that’s okay! This isn’t the first time I’ve gone through a musical dry spell. Between 2006 and 2011, I only made eight mixes in total — two of them were for someone else, and the last was when I’d decided to resurrect the year-end mix.

The main reason for not making one? Well, I’d hinted at it late last year when I’d wanted to spend more time listening the albums I downloaded rather than focusing on the discography completism spiral I’d fallen into over the last couple of years. I felt too disconnected from the music in my own library and wanted to change that. So over the course of 2025, I gave my favorites some more repeat listens. Got to know them a bit better. Found a few singles and deep cuts that caught my attention. Not to mention revisited a lot of my favorite albums from recent years, with the occasional deep dive into an oldie but goodie. And I replayed a lot of albums during my writing sessions!

The other reason for not making one is because I just hadn’t had time or the ability to listen to them other than at my desk. There’s also the fact that we’d recently moved and

So, will I be making more of said mixtapes in 2026? We shall see. I’m not going to confirm or deny at this point. If I’m in the mood for it, I’ll do it. If I do, I might try revisiting the style of my oldest mixes by allowing older songs, something I haven’t done in ages. [A lot of my most recent non-writing-soundtrack mixes usually stick to newish releases from the last few months.]

Either way, the point isn’t just to make the mixes, but to enjoy the tunes I put on them. And I think I’m finally on the way back to that point.

And so it begins…

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The above was the first Christmas song of the season to be heard at work the other day. Yes, I know Thanksgiving is still a week away, but this is actually right about on time for my store. The holiday music pops up sometime in mid-November, just a few songs here and there mixed in with the regular playlist we have, and will only go full-on 24/7 on Black Friday.

And for the record, the first Christmas song I actually noticed being played in-store somewhere was this past weekend at World Market, and they were playing Cocteau Twins’ version of “Frosty the Snowman”. Not a bad choice!

Anyhoo…it’s that time of the year, and I’m down. I actually quite enjoy holiday music, even at work!

I Had My MTV

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I’ll freely admit that I’m firmly on the Gen-Xer side of ‘remembering MTV back when it played music videos’. We’re talking the early 80s here, back when my family signed up for cable TV via Warner Amex. I’d heard about the channel via its mention in music magazines like Rolling Stone and its occasional “I want my MTV” commercial showing up here and there. The first videos I remember seeing on the channel was .38 Special’s “Hold On Loosely” and The Police’s “Spirits in the Material World”. It was sometime in 1982, and I was already well entrenched in rock radio and American Top 40, even at eleven years old. I was completely hooked.

I think what appealed to me, even as a preteen, was the fact that the channel tried so hard to be at the forefront of music culture, yet also felt like one of those low-budget community access channels where the production teams and the on-air hosts really didn’t know what the hell they were doing half the time. That was part of its charm! They knew enough to replay all the music videos that got a positive reaction from its viewers, but they weren’t afraid to insert weird things like Blotto’s “I Wanna Be a Lifeguard” or Yello’s “The Evening’s Young” to keep us on our toes. Hell, I even loved those one or two minute bumper fillers that were basically public domain films set to nameless instrumentals.

I bring this up following the recent news that the channel has chosen to shut down all of its UK channels by the end of the year, with the possibility of more channels in other countries going the way of the buffalo as well. Not that anyone is surprised these days, considering that the original channel plays reality shows and the tertiary smaller channels are mostly available via cable TV packages.

Most music videos show up on YouTube and TikTok these days, and that might be a good thing when you want to watch the new Taylor Swift video now instead of waiting for it to show up at some point in the next hour or so. But what we miss, just like streaming versus terrestrial radio, is two-fold: we miss out on the slow anticipation that our favorite band or singer will show up like some kind of mini-event, and we miss out on the potential discovery of music we might otherwise not have noticed on the way there.

I don’t necessarily miss those MTV days of yore. I’ve got a lot of great memories, and I’m glad I was there to witness the world premieres and the unscripted moments and the holiday countdowns. I’m thrilled that I was part of the era that got to see all those amazing bands and singers grow and evolve into world-dominating celebrities. I’m especially thankful that it played an extremely influential part in my life when I discovered 120 Minutes.

It was a specific point in time, just slightly ahead of the curve and unafraid to take chances. It was an era of two completely different iterations of pop music — the US and the UK — crashing into each other, influencing each side of the Atlantic and reaching out into the cosmos with something new and fascinating. It influenced the sound of rock and pop for decades to come, allowing it to evolve in unexpected directions.

Now that we have instant gratification at our internet fingertips, having that kind of cable channel doesn’t quite have the power and the reach that it once did. Sure, had they the budget and the creativity and less of the stakeholder influence, MTV itself could have evolved into something unique. Instead, it slowly faded away into yet another benchwarmer channel playing innocuous reality shows and viral videos of people doing stupid things.

That’s the one thing I wish had been different about the channel as it got older and less influential: it could have gone out on a high note rather than limping along well past its lifespan.