When the writing (and the writing soundtracks) became a daily habit

The other day I was going through the Mendaihu Universe Legacy Soundtrack list — the albums, mixtapes, and compilations with a direct link to my countless writing sessions for the Bridgetown Trilogy and its many preludes, revivals and offshoots — and I discovered that I could actually pinpoint when those sessions went from ‘when I could get to it’ and solidified into an almost-daily event for the next several years. It’s also the same timeframe when my music listening habits changed and expanded considerably.

It all boils down to when I stopped working longhand on The Phoenix Effect on 7 August 1998. Over the course of that spring and summer, I’d gotten into the habit of writing four or five longhand pages in the food court at the mall I worked at, then once I was at home I’d work on transcribing that work. The transcription started most likely that spring so I had a bit of catching up to do, but by that date, I was completely caught up. I’d even been revising as I went, which meant that the longhand version and the transcript version had some significant differences.

It made more sense to me to finish the novel on the PC, so for the next three weeks I headed downstairs to my basement writing nook every day to work on it. And considering I prefer writing with a soundtrack, the albums I listened to at the time were the ones getting significant repeat play during those sessions. Dishwalla’s And You Think You Know What Life’s About, Hooverphonic’s Blue Wonder Power Milk, Dubstar’s Goodbye, theaudience’s self-titled, Rasputina’s How We Quit the Forest, God Lives Underwater’s Life in the So-Called Space Age. And once the novel was complete, I started on the next round of revisions. With that came repeat listens of Mansun’s Six, Paul McCartney’s Rushes (under the moniker The Fireman), Baxter’s self-titled, Belle & Sebastian’s The Boy with the Arab Strap, UNKLE’s Psyence Fiction.

At the start of 1998, my work at the writing nook was scattershot, maybe two or three times a week. But by the end of that same year, I was down there almost every single night. Not that I completely gave up on longhand just yet, however… I was already planning out a working schedule in which I’d start the sequel to Phoenix in the food court before work while I revised Phoenix in the evening. That first sequel attempt was trunked six months later with another one attempted then stopped soon after, followed by an aborted rewrite of Phoenix. From there the dates do get a little hazy, but I would say that it was most likely the summer of 2000 that I tried one more time on the rewrite, and A Division of Souls was born.

The most important thing of all, though, was that I’d finally solidified a writing practice that I’ve stuck with ever since. I was down there in that basement nearly every single day now, even on the weekends after my road trips or other errands, working on something. There was a brief time of a few months in which it fell to the wayside in September 2000 when I started working second shift at Yankee Candle, but by November I’d switched to the morning shift. From then on until my moving out in March 2005, I’d be down there nearly every night, working on the Bridgetown Trilogy.

And considering the schedule, that also meant that by late autumn of 2000 I was making my weekly runs to Newbury Comics in downtown Amherst, picking up new releases every Wednesday after my comic book run at Hampshire Mall. And nearly all of these albums would get repeated play down there in the basement while I worked on the trilogy. My collection grew exponentially for the next five years because of that, and several of those titles became part of the MU Legacy Soundtrack list.

But yeah, it’s kind of neat to finally confirm that this longstanding writing-and-new-music habit I still have started in September of 1998.

Favorite Albums: Beck’s ‘Sea Change’

In honor of Beck’s upcoming new record Ride Lonesome which comes out this Friday, I thought I’d do a quick revisit of my favorite album of his, 2002’s Sea Change. It’s aptly named; after the quirky Odelay, the meandering Mutations, and the funky Midnite Vultures, he goes through a bitter breakup, completely changes direction, and comes out with a deeply personal and contemplative record that defies anything he’s done before. It’s my top favorite of all his albums and the one I return to the most. I’ve mentioned several times that it’s also tagged as a Mendaihu Universe Legacy Soundtrack, having been played constantly during the writing of the Bridgetown Trilogy.

He made several music videos for this album even though there were no official singles, and they complement the album’s themes of emotional loss and eventual healing.

He pulls no punches right from the start: the opener “The Golden Age” sets the stage as a night-time drive, perhaps a long dark night of the soul: Put your hands on the wheel, let the golden age begin / The window down, feel the moonlight on your skin / Desert wind cool your aching head / The weight of the world drift away instead. There’s a lot to work through, and it’s not going to be easy.

That pain continues through “Paper Tiger”, a string-laden piece (conducted by his father David Campbell) that feels very much like an old blues track. Here we start hearing more nuances in the album’s production (the always amazing Nigel Godrich), with phased vocals and the use of that slow-build style I love so much.

Eventually he comes around — sort of — with the somber “Guess I’m Doing Fine”, which is obviously not the case but at least he’s trying to find a way through it all. The video has him walking around various parts of Los Angeles, including several scenes in Echo Park, with a ghostly acoustic guitar following his every move. Eventually he befriends a local and they start talking about life. Their conversation is unknown, but the setup underscores the whole point of the song: the only way to get better is to work towards it.

It’s a tough road ahead, working through the anger of “Lonesome Tears” and the self-effacing “Lost Cause” until we hit the exhaustion of “End of the Day”. It all starts building up until it finally spills out with the adversarial “It’s All in Your Mind”, which, interestingly, was originally a lo-fi single released years before (just before Odelay), but it fits in well here.

It’s followed up by the somber and mercurial “Round the Bend” — he’s finally accepted this grief, and starts the healing. It’s followed by “Already Dead’, in which he faces everything that’s left and gone away. What’s left is what needs working on: “Sunday Sun” focuses on acceptance and moving on.

In its own way, the penultimate track “Little One” underscores that acceptance, that what is done is done and you can’t get it back. But like the video, it also focuses on what’s only seen in dreams and hopes: a clearer future of healing. A waking up from the nightmare, exhausted and feeling out of place, yet seeing a clearer path ahead. The album closes with the quiet yet uplifting “Side of the Road”, a reminder of what we’ve gone through and what we might encounter next.

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Interestingly, I passed on picking this album up for a few months when it dropped back in September of 2002, as I hadn’t been the biggest fan of Midnite Vultures and hadn’t really heard anything from this one. It wasn’t until I happened to hear a few songs during one of my frequent stops at the Newbury Comics in downtown Amherst that it finally clicked, and I was immediately sold. By year’s end I was playing it constantly during my writing sessions. It was a perfect soundtrack that aurally fit the moods and setting of the more somber sequences of the trilogy.

Twelve years and several albums later, Beck revisited this quieter style with the equally brilliant Morning Phase in February of 2014. And his newest, Ride Lonesome, has been described as the third in this series. While Beck has already been seen as a master in writing catchy yet offbeat (and often bizarre) alternative pop singles with quirky lyrics and creative production, with these albums he proves that he can also write deeply personal and heartfelt ballads that work themselves deep into your psyche.

Twenty Years On: Songs from the Belfry 2003, Part XI

Not too many releases to speak of at the end of the year (which, y’know, par for the course at the time), which meant I spent most of my writing sessions listening to all the cds I’d accumulated over the past year or so. In retrospect, 2003 was indeed a stellar year for alternative and indie rock, even though it did kind of feel like a year of change…while there were very few mind-blowing albums or songs that sank deep into my psyche at the time, that’s not to say they weren’t bad per se. Just an interesting mix of bands and sounds changing and evolving. And I always think that’s a good thing, even if the sounds didn’t quite resonate with me.

I did spend a lot of the time listening to releases from 2002 as well — in particular, I’d gotten into Beck’s Sea Change a bit later than its release but it soon became one of my top writing session albums (and still is to this day). Coldplay’s A Rush of Blood to the Head was another that I got into quite late. I was very curious to see what the next year would bring.

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Hooverphonic, Sit Down and Listen to Hooverphonic: The Live Theater Recordings, released 1 December 2003. I actually didn’t get around to acquiring this one for a while, which is surprising considering my love for this band, but I mention it here because all of their previous albums were still on heavy rotation in the Belfry, including most of the tracks found on this one. Still one of my favorite bands!

Various Artists/Soundtrack, Live Forever: The Best of Britpop, released 2 December 2003. If you’re curious about the Britpop movement of the 90s, this is a perfect collection to start off with. While some mixes lean heavily on obscurities or label-related releases, this one was inspired by the documentary Live Forever: The Rise and Fall of Brit Pop, which I highly recommend, and focuses more on several popular groups and bands at the time. This one still gets plays here in Spare Oom!

Mix CD, Re:Defined…The Best of 2003, created 30 December 2003. The second year in which my end-of-year compilation is CD-only — I’d bought a CD drive for my older PC late in 2002 and managed to somehow have enough hard drive space to rip songs from my collection then burn them. This was the first end-of-year mix using my new PC, and I think it shows that I’d gotten the hang of making a disc mix, after having made 45-minutes-a-side mixes for the last twenty or so years! I’m quite happy with how this one came out, actually.

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So what would 2004 bring…? I’d continued my weekly runs to Newbury Comics and would continue to do so until further notice, and I’d start writing The Balance of Light soon enough — as well as a vampire novel idea that would pop into my head, serving as a secondary project when I’d started having trouble with TBoL. After three-plus years of writing the Bridgetown Trilogy, I was starting to burn out.

And then at some point during the summer, one of my close friends would hold a get-together with several friends from all around, during which I’d meet for the second time a friend of a friend from New Jersey…

The Persistence of Memories is NOW AVAILABLE!

We interrupt our usual obsessive music blog entries with some important news:

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The Persistence of Memories
is now available!!

Here are some fine online establishments where you can purchase the ebook:

Amazon

Barnes & Noble

Kobo

Smashwords

Don’t forget to support your local bookstore! If they sell e-books, go ahead and download from their website! Here are a few of my favorite local bookstores where you can buy it:

Copperfield’s Books

Green Apple Books

Books Inc

 

Thank you for your support! 🙂

 

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A DIVISION OF SOULS is also STILL FREE! Want to get caught up first before jumping in? Head over to B&N, Kobo or Smashwords (or hey, even NoiseTrade) and download the first book, and your reading list is good to go!

Welcome to Bridgetown: Ask me anything!

I’m starting a backlog of writing-themed posts for my Bridgetown blog. What would you like to know?

I’m up for anything–my writing process, where I get the ideas, what the trilogy is about, the ins and outs of alien life in the future, weird things, goofy things, fun things…anything!

Feel free to leave your query in the comments section of this here post, or you can email them to me at jon.p.chaisson (at) gmail (dot) com.